This blog goes out to all the people who have a broken heart because of the word called 'LOVE'. I never believed in love. I had girlfriends in the past but it was all about sex with them and none made me feel like i was in love with them until one day i met this girl in my coaching classes.
At first I thought that the girl is a big time bitch and is just talking to me because she needs my help, but all that thought turned different soon. We began talking on the phone and started to meet regularly and then we fell in the shit called LOVE. But I am not writing this blog to tell you guys about my love story but about what happened after two years of it. Both of us were totally in love with each other and I seriously loved her pretty much to an extend that i could do anything for her. Well as it goes she got many marriage proposals in those two years and all got rejected, but there was something more coming than what I had expected.
After are graduation we both had decided to go abroad and do are post-graduation together but before leaving for what we had planned for my life just took a u-turn. She again got a marriage proposal and i thought it was the usual and it will again be rejected and so i was all cool and calm about it. But things didn't turn out to be as expected for me, my girlfriend asked me if I was totally committed to her and was ready to marry her, I was shocked as it wasn't the age for both of us still I asked her for two days to give her an answer. I was committed 'yes' but i just didn't feel something was going right. Before my two days got over and I could give her an answer she gave me a call and told me that she has already said yes to the other guy. I was shocked and really surprised. Every day i tried to convince her but nothing just went my way. It was her family actually who had taken that decision for her and she for just in a pseudo-participation in it. She thought that she had tried her full best to convince her family but the thing she didn't knew was that her family never listened to any word she had to say. In all this I was the one who got jacked. The only girl I loved from my true heart and I have to see her with someone else. I tried each and everything all I could but she had lost all hopes and that was the end of my strength. Each and every day i tried myself to be calm and all my friend helped me in it, until one day she called me up and said that she was engaged and i knew that was the end of it, that whole night i spent crying and was feeling like my brain had totally gone shut I had just lost myself completely. The story just didn't end there but i would like you people to read this and tell me if I should complete it....It is something I can never forget and I know that there are many people out there who have gone thru phases like these and some who still are in it...believe me sharing is the best way to get of this load.....
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